So I’m back. I stayed off for awhile cause I got off track and I felt like a hypocrite posting and reblogging.
A lot has changed in a past few months. I lost my job, moved out of my apartment and into my boyfriends new house (he bought). But with losing my job I went into a deep state of depression and started eating horribly and it shows. But my spirits are higher now!! I’ve been walking my boyfriends dog every morning for an hour, going back to the gym, and I’m swimming again. I think it’s the Olympics (GO USA!!!) honestly. Just watching all these hot bodies making something of themselves. I went to the grocery store and bought some vegetables and fresh fruit. I live with two men now so the fridge has never seen healthy food before. Haha
Anyway, I just wanted to say that I’m back and back on track. No more screwing around!
Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this. I’m going to need as much support as I can get.
So I started my new job and I HATE it. The only reason why I’m still working there, is for the pay check. But once I find something better i’m out of there. I do like having my own office. That’s about it.
Anyway, due to everything changing (especially my schedule) I haven’t found anytime to go to the gym or anytime to cook. AND THAT ISN’T AN EXCUSE! I wake up at 5:30 AM which gives me 30 minutes to wake up, then I drive an hour to work. I then get off at 7 PM and get home around 8-8:20PM. I then have to be in bed by 9 or else I feel like shit the next day. I tried to work out once after work and I was so energized I couldn’t get to sleep until 11pm and woke up the next morning feeling like shit, tired, and sick.
No time to cook so I’ve been eating processed food. Which sucks so bad. I even had fast food once and I HATE fast food. I hate fast food because of the cleanliness of those places (they are not), and the food just always tastes like shit. I hated every second and eating and it and didn’t even come close to finishing it. The more days that go by without my going to the gym, the more I see my stomach expand and it sucks. I’m going to the gym today and who know, I might be there for like 3 hours just to make myself feel better.
I feel like a bad influence for yall right now. And that is why I haven’t been on as much. I don’t know what to do! How the hell am I going to find time to work out?